purse

i gave a lady a shower today. she was a freaking trooper. i feel terrible about the shitty care that people get at hospitals. the patients feel like a nuisance and go days with out being seriously tended to or getting a hot shower. she didn't want to bother me with getting lotion for her, and i said woman! i said woman! i ain't got nothin to do no how woman!

and i keep thinking of this lady and wanting to go visit her and hug her. which is weird because there's plenty of things for me to do, that's not really the priority, but she's haunting my mind. i think it's because she has this seriousness about her. she looks like a russian peasant that survived the KGB.... and...

being shoeless in the snow...

and waiting at the end of the longest line for some bread. for just a smell of some bread because it will all be gone by the time she gets there.